i gave shape to my fears and made excuses.
HELLOoOOOO!!!! my name is alex/kris !!!im 7teen yrs old, and my pronouns are he/him!im a college student, and im majoring in funeral service and minoring in psychology!
i varied my velocities, watched myselves sleep.
im super into typology! im an ISTJ, 9w1, 952, sp/sx, and RLOAI. i also have a phlegmatic-melancholic temperament!im a virgo sun, leo moon, and scorpio rising for all you astrology mfs
something's not right about what i'm doing but i'm still doing it—
due to circumstances from birth (autism) i have a clinical psychology special interest...!!!! i lvoe talking abt clinical psych and i will ramble about it for hours unless you explicitly tell me 2 stop. LOLSIES!otherwise, im super into ensemble stars and stardew valley, as well as your turn to die, deltarune, genshin, tf2, and bandori !
—living in the worst parts, ruining myself.
my highest kin is ritsu sakuma, although i occasionally have moments where i confuse myself with him so plz bear with me lol. my other kins are ranmaru kageyama, aesop carl, albedo, xingqiu and heathcliff. i don't take kinning 2 srsly and its mostly just for funsies and coping soooooo idkmy ccs are arashi narukami, mao isara, barbara, and noelle, & my comfort ships r barbelle (barbara x noelle), xingyun (xingqiu x chongyun), and ritsumao (ritsu x mao) !!!!!!!!
my inner life is a sheet of black glass.
before you follow just know that i am really silly, i constantly lovemail my faves but instead of saying normal things, i say stuff like "im gonna eat him and eat his hair and put him in a blender and throw him into orbit i hope he dies" soooo YAEH! also i struggle talking to new people sooo oopsOH i make kms jokes sometimes so if that's smth that bothers you then dont follow me maybe .
if i fell through the floor i would keep falling.
do people even have DNIs anymore? ummm dni if u fit basic dni criteria, ur a fujoshi, ur a proshipper/anti-anti, or a dsmp fan. also dni if ur 19+ or 15-, nothing wrong with u i just have no idea how to talk to you people
the enormity of my desire disgusts me.
thanks for reading this far!the little quotes at the top of each section are from my favorite poem ever, 'birds hover the trampled field', by my favorite poet ever, richard siken!!!!!! please read his poems this man has ruined my lifei only made this because i was bored and wanted to remake one of my old carrds (I LOVE MAKING CARRDS)